Tuesday, 01 September 2009

  • QUOTES. life's kind of better actually. even though he said that, im pretty sure he still has feelings for me? he was talking to me last night and said he knows he has a chance of going out with me but would never do anything to pressure me, etc. and thats not what hes looking for in a relationship. so we'll see what happens. he wants to have a strong emotional relationship first. hes taking his time to make sure hes ready and willing. hes also 3 years older so that bothers him a lot. i guess we'll see where this takes us. blahhh her you go...

    [127]

    fine, leave me for her. but when she dumps you or you
    dump her, dont come back to me because im not good
    enough now and i wont be good enough then

    [126]

    i guess im scared that no one will ever want to
    waste their loveon me. i guess im scared that
    ill never be worth it
     
    [125]

    See, for me, it's just better not to want anything.
    That way, if it doesn't happen, or it goes away,
    then it doesn't really matter.

    [124]

    She's the kind of girl you forget as soon as you meet.
    She is the crust on the bread;
    every face you have ever forgotten.
    she is the verse to that song on the radio,
    the forgettable.
    but broken hearts and backstabbing drama
    couldn't touch her;
    she's far beyond that.

    [123]

    sleep for days.
    come over, come over.
    i won't make the same mistakes.
    come over, come over.
    i'm dying not to hurt you.
    in our dreams, we can be complete.
    if we go to sleep, we can wake up home again.

    [122]
    I have been convinced that the only real love that I shall ever receive is the love from my parents. Love is just a figment of the IMAGINATION, it cannot be held onto. I USED to think that it was real, that I could have it and it would be mine forever. But I was WRONG. Oh so very wrong. It may exist in your world, but it does not exist in mine

    [121]
    It's those moments when
    You drive around in a car full of friends
    Around a town too small for you.
    Where you gasp for breath
    Between each long laugh.
    It's those moments where you get high
    Off of just breathing in so deep,
    You don't care.
    You don't care about school,
    About parents, about money, about rules.
    You don't care about broken hearts.
    All you care about are the kids
    That are there sitting next to you.
    Yeah; the ones who make you feel
    Like you're invincible at your weakest points

    [120]
    I took one big step, then I looked away. And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say. I'm always too late, you never got your story straight. I'm always up late; I think I'm everything you h a t e .

    [119]
    I have to face the truth, that no one could ever look at me like you do; like I'm something worth holding onto. There's times I think of leaving, but it's something I'll never do. Because you can do better than me. But I can't do better than you.

    [118]
    I am so sick of never
    being good enough.
    i want that one guy to
    come around and show me
    that i am,

    [117]
    sometimes you just can't tell someone how you feel.
    not because you don't trust them, & not because you
    think they will think you're weird, but because you can
    never really find the right words to make them understand.

    [116]
    Love is a precious gift that people try to hold onto until the end of time, even when there is nothing left to hold

    [115]
    I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there, I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to do, I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you

    [114]
    But fuck it, I love you no less
    I'm going to feel like shit
    By the time I get to you
    Now the sky is turning blue
    The stars, they disappear
    One by one with daylight, dear
    And yes, you're in my head
    But that doesn't make you here
    And I've lost all my friends
    But you're the one I miss the most
    And now I'm almost there
    Yeah, I'm almost to the coast
    And if I had any notion
    Of how to drive my car across the Atlantic Ocean
    I'd be fucking set

    [113]
    maybe if my heart stops beating it won't
    hurt this much, and never will I have to
    answer again to anyone.

    [112]
    here's to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted
    on one person who will never be there for them.

    [111]
    I’ve made mistakes in my life. I’ve let people take advantage
    of me, and i accepted way less than I deserve but, I’ve learned
    from my bad choices and even though there are some things I
    can never get back, and people who will never be sorry ; I’ll
    know better next time, and I won’t settle for anything less
    than I deserve.

    [110]
    I’d get on that plane, just hoping it would crash.
    Just so you could hear my name one last time.

    [109]
    Because it’s easier to not ever try
    Than to put your heart on the line
    So I’ll sit home alone every Friday night.
    The single life is fine.

    [108]
    He taught me how to love.
    He was the first boy I kissed that actually meant
    something. He` not perfect, not even close.
    But that doesn`t mean he isnt everything I`ve ever wanted.

    [107]
    She moves with grace, yet she still stumbles and trips.
    And you'll hear a break of laughter as she smiles, an
    outburst of noise. The perfection is there if you crawl
    underneath the first layer of mistakes and insecurities,
    and there you'll see the person worth listening to, the
    one that most people try to find in themselves, the one
    that she never saw inside herself.

    [106]
    I was taught when you have something good,
    what you're supposed to do is hang on to it.
    You know? You hang on to it with both hands
    and if someone tries to take it from you,
    what you do is make sure they have to
    pry it from your cold, dead fingers to get it.

    [105]
    This is for the girls that are tired of being heartbroken
    & sick of being able to not move on.
    For the ones that are tired of feeling alone.
    This is for the girls that knew he would turn out
    to be exactly like every single guy & were proven right.

    [104]
    I miss us.
    I miss how we used to be.
    How we used to talk, smile, laugh.
    How we used to be real friends
    who could trust each other with everything.
    What happened to all that?
    what if i said you never mattered,
    that i never lost a moment of sleep.
    what if i crushed all your dreams,
    broke all the promises i swore to keep.
    tell me how your life would be,
    if i did to you what you did to me?
    my arms -- they're getting tired from
    holding this relationship up,
    ten fingers just aren't enough


    [103]
    The thing is, it’s hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely,
    because almost everyone has that smallest bit of faith and hope
    that one day they would open their eyes and it would all come true.
    At the end of the day faith is a funny thing.
    It turns up when you don't really expect it.
    It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be
    slightly different than you dreamed.
    The castle, well, it may not be a castle.
    And it's not so important happy ever after,
    just that its happy right now. See once in a while,
    once in a blue moon, people will surprise you ,
    and once in a while people may even take your breath away.

     

Sunday, 30 August 2009

  • life is still very shiitttttty, gotta love being led on for weeks. this kid completely comes to me wtih his depression, talks to me SO much about all his problems, breaks up with his gf, all the while saying he wouldnt cheat on her but wants to chill more at friends for now. he confuses the SHIT out of me, and im just about done with everything involving this life. so tonight he basically said right in front of me (which i found very unnecessary because of his knowledge of how much ive liked him)..."i wanna go talk to that girl" to this other kid. and then tries to talk to me about his problems yet again. im all for being friends with him, but he really needs to chill out with the leaidng me on. goinggggg insane. have you ever had a situation like this? i dont know how to handle it. heres some qutoes. commenttttt/subscribe if you wanna. (:

    [102]
    Above all else, guard your heart,
    for it affects everything you do.

    [101]
    I love that after I spend day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.

    [100]
    i promise you,
    you are unlike anyone else in my life.
    i mean that.

    [099]
    i realized that none of my great days
    in life matter without you.
    you're the one i want next to me
    when my dreams come true.
    you're the one i want next to me if they don't.
    as long as i have you, nothing else matters.

    [098]
    Please don't go away. No one's ever stuck around with me for so long, and if you leave, I just... I remember things better with you here. It's there. I know it is cause when I look at you I can feel it. I look at you and I'm home. Please. I don't want that to go away. I don't want to forget.

    [097]
    && all of a sudden i didnt fit in anywhere. not at school. not at home. and everytime i turned around.
    another person i'd known forever felt like such a stranger to me. even i felt like a stranger to me.

    [096]
    I'm not even going to get mad anymore.
    I'm just going to expect the lowest.
    From the people I though the highest of.

    [095]
    Shes a disaster. She loses faith in herself everyday.
    Her life is a mess and she doesn't care.
    No one understands her; people say things to put her down.
    No one notices she can be breaking inside.
    Maybe she needs a hug from someone, or maybe someone
    to sit next to her and listen...thats all she needs.

    [094]
    Maybe we care about too much
    Time we lost and in spite we run,
    But I'm wrong, but you know i'm wrong.

    [093]
    We all knew this day was coming
    Well, bitter hearts can hear it calling
    We're so proud of the divine
    So proud of who we are

    [092]
    Standing tall next to taller buildings and
    Filling up with all the reasons
    Why you should learn to trust yourself

    [091]
    Until you are happy with who you are, you will never be happy with what you have.

    [090]
    At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them.

    [089]
    shes been hurt so much she doesnt
    know a good thing even when it hits her

    [088]
    shes not the type to throw herself all over guys. shes a plain
    girl, a wallflower. but she might be able to give you more
    than you think. you might want to give her a chance.

    [087]
    theres someone in her past that she hasnt gotten over yet.
    each day is like the last and she misses what she cant forget.
    its just an empty space where something used to be. now
    she guards the gate, but shes lost the key. no one enters but
    no one leaves.

    [086]
    shes searching for someone to save her from this place, to rescue her from what she cant escape. theres not much hope left, shes thrown it all away. shes been knocked down so much. she cant get up. she cries out in pain, take me further away, outside of this. im falling apart looking for whats outside of this.

    [085]
    maybe i dont smile as much as her and maybe i dont have
    as many friends as she does. but ill bet you she hasnt gone
    through what i have. ill bet she hasnt ever sat down on her
    stairs and just cried, cried her heart out just because the
    whole world was caving in and she just couldnt take it

    [084]
    she stares at herself in the mirror. she doesnt notice how
    gorgeous she is. she doesnt give herself credit for being
    such a great person. a wonderful friend. a great listener.
    he didnt see her beauty and now neither does she.

    [083]
    heres to fireworks and fireflies and sharing looks and making
    eyes. the kind that lead to laughs and sighs when spread across
    a summer sky. whats so wrong with sing alongs to melodies
    from july songs?

     

Thursday, 27 August 2009

  • More quotes since today has been pretty upsetting and rather dullllllllll. k bye.

    [082]
    You say you love me, you love me again but if you love me- where have you been?
    You say you need me more than anyone else well go to hell, where have you been?
    You showed up at my door today and said my friend why do you push me away
    Life with him was just so dull and what we had was something wonderful

    [081]
    it's pretty amazing how you feel,
    when you finally let go .

    [080]
    I think I always disappoint people because they always expect someone very pretty, very done

    [079]
    I still remember driving
    our lights disturbed the high way,
    exchanging looks and dancing off the road.

    [078]
    I'm giving life to
    the wasted nights that breathe
    And I'm holding on to
    the winter night, it's beaten me

    [077]
    I was buried alive
    I came back to haunt you
    Are you dying to believe
    I can't go on without you?
    All we are is too fast for love

    [076]
    We're too young
    I hate to love you
    The night's gone
    and you're gone too.
    But you can't be missed
    If you never go away

    [075]
    It's the end of a broken heart
    I went on without you
    I was lost from the start
    I did what I had to
    All we are is too fast for love

    [074]
    You don't know what I've seen
    You can see that I've been damaged
    Without you
    And I don't know where you've been
    I can wash your sins away

    [073]
    There’s no sign of love
    I can see the faces
    underneath the smile
    everyone’s alone

    [072]
    And i'll carry you all the way
    When you say you're fine
    But you're still young and out of line,
    When all I need's to turn around
    To make it last, to make it count,
    I ain't gonna make the same mistakes
    Let's pretend we're alone
    And I know you may be scared
    And I know we're unprepared
    But I don't care

    [071]
    What makes you think that you are invincible?
    I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
    Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable

    [070]
    I was born to tell you I love you
    Isn't that a song already?
    I get a B in originality
    And it's true I can't go on without you
    Your smile makes me see clear
    If you could only see in the mirror what I see

    [069]
    Cause I was born to tell you I love you
    And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
    Stay with me tonight
    (I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

    [068]
    I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
    Cause everything were been through
    And everything about you
    Seemed to be a lie
    A guiltless twisted lie
    It made me learn to hate you
    Or hate myself for letting it pass by

    [067]
    I've been hoping and praying for a single way
    To show you what I'm all about
    And I know, and I know this is the only way of pleasing the crowds
    But when this is over and done with and we walk away
    There should be no doubts

    [066]
    Come on love run with me
    Get the hell out of this town
    So we can get a better feel for each other
    I'll take you, back to, when you
    Remembered how you used to
    Just live your life a little for me
    Take the time to let it go
    Step away and watch me grow

    [065]
    Alone at last,
    Sleeping to help ease my pain,
    And I take it back,
    You'll never be this close to me,
    And I breathe in deep,
    It helps me to avoid this state,
    You've put me in,

    [064]
    & I can't even count on fingers how many people have given me the "you're better without him" speech. Still, I don't understand how being like this is considered being "better off". Ya know... I haven't slept in weeks, haven't eaten in days, haven't thought of anything besides you. If this is what being "better off" entails... Then, yeah. I've never been better.

    [063]
    & I'm so afraid to fall again, but you make it so damn easy.

    [062]
    & Even though I know that in your arms is the last place I should be... For the first time in my life, this actually feels right. I don't wanna get hurt again, but also, don't wanna miss the chance at making something great;;; Making something beautiful.

    [061]
    Not long ago
    I gave up hope,
    But you came along
    You gave me something I could hold on to.
    And I want you.
    More than you could ever know.

    [060]
    And all I ever wanted
    Was to be understood.
    You’ve been the only one who could.
    I could never turn my back on you.

    [059]
    I was buried alive
    I came back to haunt you
    Are you dying to believe
    I can't go on without you?
    All we are is too fast for love


    [058]
    you know, i used to spend everyday
    thinking about you and dreaming about
    you and everytime you walked by i lost
    myself. do you know what that feels like?
    and you couldn't possibly know what it
    feels like to have that person not have
    the same feelings back. look, i'm sorry
    if you miss the way i looked at you,
    but i don't miss the way
    you never looked at me.

     

Wednesday, 26 August 2009

  • Here's a bit of lyrics, Taylor Swift (: and some other stuff, along with more quotes of course. Take what you likeeeeee, I personally don't care.

    [057]
    I got tired of waiting
    Wondering if you were ever coming around
    My faith in you is fading
    When I met you on the outskirts of town

    [056]
    Romeo, save me
    I've been feeling so alone
    I keep waiting for you, but you never come

    [055]
    And I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go.

    [054]
    Everything I need is right here by my side.
    And I know everything about you
    I don't wanna live without you.

    [053]
    I'm only up when you're not down.
    Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.
    It's like no matter what I do.
    Well you drive me crazy half the time;
    the other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
    And I'm only me when I'm with you.

    [052]
    When I'm with anybody else it's so hard to be myself.
    Only you can tell.

    [051]
    He looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
    That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
    I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
    And she's got everything that I have to live without

    [050]
    You have a way of coming easily to me
    And when you take, you take the very best of me
    So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
    And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted

    [049]
    You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
    And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
    And you come away with a great little story
    Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

    [048]
    You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
    And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you

    [047]
    Hold on, baby, you're losing it
    The water's high, you're jumping into it
    And letting go... and no one knows
    That you cry, but you don't tell anyone
    That you might not be the golden one
    And you're tied together with a smile
    But you're coming undone

    [046]
    So how can I ever try to be better?
    Nobody ever lets me in
    I can still see you, this ain't the best view
    On the outside looking in
    I've been a lot of lonely places
    I've never been on the outside

    [045]
    She can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile
    She’ll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
    And you can’t see me wantin you the way you want her
    But you are everything to me

    [044]
    You just see right through me but if you only knew me
    We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

    [043]
    Maybe I should've seen the signs, should've read the writing on the wall.
    And realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to fall.
    No matter what you say, I still can't believe
    That you would walk away.
    It don't make sense to me

    [042]
    He is sensible and so incredible
    And all my single friends are jealous
    He says everything I need to hear and it's like
    I couldn't ask for anything better
    He opens up my door and I get into his car
    And he says you look beautiful tonight
    And I feel perfectly fine

    [041]
    Were you just kidding?
    Cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down
    We almost never speak
    I dont feel welcome anymore

    [040]
    Don't make me happy. Please, don't fill me up and let me think that something good can come of any of this. Look at my bruises. Look at this graze. Do you see the graze inside me? Do you see it growing before your very eyes, eroding me? I don't want to hope for anything anymore.

    [039]
    The only reason such beautiful souls have been taken is
    Because the world does not deserve them.

    [038]
    At first, she could not talk. Perhaps it was the sudden bumpiness of love she felt for him. Or had she always loved him? It's likely. Restricted as she was from speaking, she wanted him to kiss her. She wanted him to drag her hand across and pull her over. It didn't matter where. Her mouth, her neck, her cheek. Her skin was empty for it, waiting.

    [037]
    Until now I’d mostly believed we would stumble upon a window somewhere and climb through it into a brand-new life.

    [036]
    Act like you know what you're doing, even if you don't.

    [035]
    Don't let the bad things bring you down, only let them make you stronger.

    [034]
    Its obvious that you're d y i n g
    just living proof that the cameras lying open wide,
    cause this is your night so smile,
    cause you'll go out in style

    [033]
    "I found out life's hard but it ain't impossible." --August Wilson, Two Trains Running, 1992

    [032]
    Sometimes you meet someone,
    And before you know their name,
    Before you know where they're from,
    You know that sometime in the future,
    This person is going to mean something to you.

    [031]
    When you look at a person, any person, remember that everyone has a story.
    Everyone has gone through something that has changed them.

    [030]
    In life there are things you can’t get over no matter how hard you try.

    [029]
    I was afraid, though, the blame would find a way to stick to them. That’s how blame was.

    [028]
    The thought set off a nervous quiver through me.
    I sat down on the cot and felt things building inside--pushing against my chest.

    [027]
    I wanted to say, I love you, too. I love you all.
    The feeling rose up in me like a column of wind,
    But when it got to my mouth, it had no voice, no words.
    Just a lot of air and longing.

    [026]
    Drifting off to sleep, I thought about her.
    How nobody is perfect. How you just have to close your eyes
    And breathe out and let the puzzle of the human heart be what it is."

    [025]
    Life is a dance, you learn as you go.
    Sometimes you lead, sometimes you follow.
    Don't worry about what you don't know because life is a dance.
    You learn as you go.

     

     

Monday, 24 August 2009

  • Heyyy, I'm Katie and I'm a quote freak, my life is a complete wreck usually, always confusing, but I deal. I'm just going to use this site to my advantage as a place where I can keep all the quotes I use on a daily basis, and hopefully help some others find some to help them out. So here's my real first quote posttttt.

     

    [024]
    And forget happiness, I'm fine. I'll forget everything in time. I swear I didn't know, you know me, how I can't let go.

    [023]
    "It's an interesting time in your life because you're trying to act older and mature,
    but you really have no idea what you're doing. You're scared, and it's okay to be scared.
    it's okay to not know completely what you want or what you should be doing and to stumble a little bit."

    [022]
    the same old crowd that
    drags me down. another
    day in a boring town.

    [021]
    I'm not your everyday teenage slut
    no. no, i'm not like the last girl you said 'iloveyou' to
    i'm different
    and i know how boys like you are
    i know you dont mean it.

    [020]
    he taught me how to trust myself, he taught
     me how i should love every flaw. he taught
    me that no matter what, i should just make
    the decision and jump, and not regret it.

    [019]
    I can't really offer you much.
    But I can offer you that
    empty spot of carpet
    right next to me.
    I can offer you late nights,
    of you and I sitting together.
    I can share with you my
    mind, and my words,
    and my music, and maybe
    it'll move you, like you move me.

    [018]
    We control 50% of a relationship, we influence 100% of it.

    [017]
    I’m sick of this feeling. This feeling that I’m not good enough for anyone. That no one will ever want me. I want to be able to feel good. I want to have a relationship with someone, anyone, that won’t be ruined by my fear of losing them.

    [016]
    The most important ingredient we put into any relationship is not what we say or what we do, but what we are

    [015]
    you were a priority, was i an option? i let you see a side of
    me that i don't share with anyone. promises are just words unless
    they are fulfilled. you knew from the beginning all i had to offer you
    was my heart, i'm sorry that wasn't enough.

    [014]
    For any one of us our forever could end in an hour, or a hundred years from now. You can never know for sure, so you'd better make every second count.

    [013]
    Lately I cry for no reason at all. My emotions go up and quickly fall. My head is all mixed up and confused. Looks like I've been used and abused. Out of nowhere tears roll down my face. Always happens in the worst place. I'm always down and wearing a frown. Tell me what will make this feeling go away. I want it to leave, but it just wants to stay

    [012]
    Never in a million years did I think
    I'd find someone to just give me a whole new reason to breathe
    - but then I found you and realized that everything
    I anticipated you to be doesn't even compare to what you are

    [011]
    i like you. i really do.
    but your mind keeps changing,
    and i just dont know if i can take it anymore.

    [010]
    and now that I've started you begging
    saying things that you don't mean
    it isn't worth my time
    a line's a dime a million times
    and I'm about to see all of them

    [009]
    you almost always pick the best times
    to drop the worst lines
    you almost made me cry again this time

    [008]
    I think I made it a game to play your game
    and let myself cry
    I buried myself alive on the inside
    so I could shut you out
    and let you go away for a long time

    [007]
    I guess it's ok I puked the day away
    I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way

    [006]
    You took it back
    You ripped my heart out of my then you put it back
    I'm pulling my hair
    I let you just a million times
    I love you even though it isn't fair

    [005]
    should've done something but I've done it enough
    by the way your hands were shaking
    rather waste some time with you

    [004]
    share with me
    cause I need it right now
    let me see your insides
    or write me off
    cause I'd rather starve now
    if you won't open up

    [003]
    Without it all
    I'm choking on nothing
    It's clear in my head
    And I'm screaming for something

    [002]
    It's like a fucking drug deal
    I'm sitting here waiting
    I'm calling you back
    and you won't call me back
    and it's fucked up, but at the same time it just made me want you even worse.

    [001]
    For awhile I was cleaner than now
    Then I started to destroy myself
    With things that I love now the things that I hate
    Until it finally broke me

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